Can we say Emotional?
Tonight I will take the last of the crazy pills. And boy have they made me crazy. I didn't mention this on Accident, but the date Kristin and I had actually ended (after the QAF) with me crying myself to sleep on the guest bed... The next morning I was fine. It's just every little thing makes me cry. And even as I'm crying I KNOW that it's not me it's the hormones. But that doesn't mean that I can stop crying. Like that night. I got my feelings hurt. And I knew that it was a stupid reason to feel hurt. Such a stupid reason that I didn't even want Kristin to stop doing what it was that was hurting my feelings. Cause I knew that it was stupid and that the only reason I was feeling hurt and crying was because I have an overdose of hormones coursing through my veins. But still, I could not stop crying. And so I went to sleep by myself where I could cry over pointless, petty, stupid things all night long. And I did. I'm hoping the emotional side effects lessen after I stop taking the pills. Any thoughts on that from any of you who have taken Clomid before?
Also on the worried front: I haven't stopped bleeding. The dark spotting that has been going on for 9 days now has gotten a bit heavier and a bit brighter in color. I think this cycle is screwed before we ever get to try. Even if I do ovulate will I have a cushy lining for implantation? This sucks.
Also on the worried front: I haven't stopped bleeding. The dark spotting that has been going on for 9 days now has gotten a bit heavier and a bit brighter in color. I think this cycle is screwed before we ever get to try. Even if I do ovulate will I have a cushy lining for implantation? This sucks.
posted by Trista at 10:28 AM
4 Comments:
hmmm...interesting about so many days of bleeding. Did you get a day 3 scan to check on the lining? I'd say it was worth calling your RE about.
yikes. sorry about all the crazies. some months my pms feels like that.
just wait until you are pregnant. fun times.
Gotta love the clomid crazies. I've had 6 cycles of them. I know your pain. I spent many nights crying myself to sleep as well, never saying anything to Cris because I knew too that I was crying over something stupid. For me, I seemed to stabilize once I ovulated. For a few days. Then became emotional again because I knew for SURE the clomid didn't work. (That's a whole different story though.)
I agree though, I'd call your doc if you're still bleeding. Something's not right with that.
Ditto with the crying - it usually hits me at about the 3rd day of the clomid cycle. And lasts till about day 9. And then after the HCG I'm kind of crazy too, but it's a different crazy.
Ditto on the call your doctor sentiments re: bleeding.
Good luck Trista.....I'm pulling for you, and this cycle!
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